I hate you for having you in my life and i hate my self why i let myself to know you.
I could still remember the times when we laught at each other and talking nonsense seems like we’re living to the fullest.
but at times of good times there is till bad times that our friendship need to pass through, needed to experience so that this friendship we call will be more stronger than we taught.
I may be the one who start the laughter that made your dimples comes out and i may be the one who start to tear you up that made you hate me but i need it because i need to let myself know more about life.
If you are reading :
Have you remember that time when i got mad at you and you say sorry and i feel you are sincere at that time and i forgiven you and told you not to change and stay as my friend as you before but not to do what you have done to me… and you’ve promised everything.
I absolutely believe in your promise because I have you as my best friend, I still feel that you care for me but then again, you made the same mistake and it seems that i can’t let my self be this way again, I tried to be good when i forgave you so that our friendship wouldn’t sheded into dirt but you’re the one who sheds dirt onto our hearts and minds. I’m not blaming you but I feel envious because you told me I’m your best friend but why are you acting like you are not.. it seems that you forgotten everything and I think, it’s time for me to say that you’re not longer my best friend whom i trusted before.
Let’s be friends again. My pride is totally damaged because of you.
